another special day

its like a dream for me. so pain when you tell me that. you will never know how i feel. coz, i really put all in. maybe you will think that i'm stupid even myself too, but i really did. unacceptable reason, but have to. i don wanna make myself free or staying at home alone, just to don wan recall anything. my mum know the whole story, she even know i am really put all in, becoz she know i wont cry for everything but this. i really don know how u feel, but its really hurt for me. my tears, dried. everyone told me, time will cure everything, i believe in that too. i need time, can just the time run faster? ♥7.6.2010♥