recovering

finally! i've suffer for 10 days. my meals within this 10 days? bread, porridge! 1 day 3 meal porridge. shxt! whole week stay at home, can even grow spider web. but now it still some light mark in my face, and pls don ever stay there!

chicken pox!

been through 18 years, now only kena chicken pox! shxt!! cant you know i'm having plenty of plans next week? important exam on tuesday, thailand trip, sing k session and so on~ good timing dude! you made me cant eat alot of food even egg! the itchyness made me cant sleep well the whole night! the stupid pox made me have to apply calamine untill whole body n face is white! how good if we can change our skin like changing clothes? feel like wearing a uncomfortable shirt~ somemore have to take 10 days to fully recover! wth~

film outing @ bukit bintang

brother eric brought me to eat japan pancake for lunch the day, tasty! and its so big somemore he accidently ordered 1 more, so no choice have to eat all =.='' gathered at bukit bintang McD. first time for film outing, good :) new try, new experience, new frens. night, been to wangsa maju pappa rich for dinner. you know what, i got no reaction from meet you again. i expect i'll sad or what when i saw you but no, meaning i'm going to be okay? i know its impossible to back to last time we were frens, chit chat n jokes, but i hope so :)

sony in 1u

work for sony ericsson again. the salary still haven get yet. geram!! ahah~ met zack & eddie there. they are performing for sony walkman. chit-chatting all the time with zack and the DJ, lot of funny stuff. lunch break, walking around in 1U. recalling those days. i am feeling sweet had those moment with you, but seriously still a little bit sad. no big deal. same thing, times will cure everything. i sincerely hope that back to normal like nothing happen, fren relationship. but, i don think it works.

another special day

its like a dream for me. so pain when you tell me that. you will never know how i feel. coz, i really put all in. maybe you will think that i'm stupid even myself too, but i really did. unacceptable reason, but have to. i don wanna make myself free or staying at home alone, just to don wan recall anything. my mum know the whole story, she even know i am really put all in, becoz she know i wont cry for everything but this. i really don know how u feel, but its really hurt for me. my tears, dried. everyone told me, time will cure everything, i believe in that too. i need time, can just the time run faster? ♥7.6.2010♥

speechless

i don know what to say. i have no right to oppose you going out with frens, but.. i really cant get into sleep when you are still drinking outside! i don want keep on clamoring you to go home, it will only make you feel annoying. you told me you want your personal freedom, i try my best to do. arrhh!!! i'm just feeling bad! i cant do anything except for worry-ing you at home in the midnight. how stupid Janice Lok, you such a foolish~