fren? enermy?

PLS~

don write my name in star*

just talk infront of me

don just say that we all hate you for no reason

is just that, you don accept the reason

you are a good fren

but sometimes your attitude really make us cannot tahan

i know my attitude not good also

i've no right to talk about you, same go to you

just wan to let you know

i'm not acting good ppl or innocent

we really treat you as a fren

but sometimes you suddently show us your anger

and then act nothing~

we are your fren isn't? how can you do this?

i know you like to be with wailing..

but she's my fren also

sometimes we are talking about make-up or fashion

these topic you are not interest with it

of cause la we don talk to you

not that we don wan to talk to you

everyone also ada secret with their fren

same that wailing got some secret with me~

yes.. wailing is kind

she's protect you

everytime you did something wrong

she just keep quiet and tell me behind of you

and ask me not to tell you

cause she know once we tell sure will fight

she don wan

& you don realize where's you wrong

then you say we hate you for no reason??

what you mean STEAL your fren?

wailing is my fren also

i know her earlier than you

sometimes she talk to you & don talk to me

can i say that you steal my fren away too?

i NEVER said that i'm smart or pretty

or get F**K from a tiap

deaf also know that i'm just joking

i really treat you as my fren

if you saw or heard that your fren call you F**king Bitch

what's your feeling?

cant you just understand?!

WE ARE NOT HATE YOU!

we seldom talk to you is just that we don wan to argue~

enough~ if you really still think that i hate you or what else

i've nothing to say..

no meaning to continue our relationship~

[放手]

看到了你的blog..

似乎对我已经放弃了

怎么我还是感觉不舍

我很自私

就因为我的自私

伤害了你

对不起~

对不起，对你的冷淡

对不起，对你的伤害

对不起，对你的不信任

对不起~

我

经不起远距离的恋爱

经不起外面的谣言

经不起我内心的不安

既然我不能给你所要的

我不会再占有你

好让别人有机会满足你

我也想要你幸福~

谢谢你，为我的记忆粘上了一块屏图

谢谢你，让我体验了一段远距离的爱情

谢谢你，让我知道

吃醋

想念

关心

是什么感觉~

可是很抱歉，我好像令你失望了。。

对不起

20.4.09 << i hate this day the most !

Today in class, i wan concentrate on my BM class..

(actually wan chit-chat with wai ling..)

suddently, teacher said "ahh.. cerita baik~"

"xxx, xxx, huei yiing.. pergi check gigi~"

but i still remember b4 this i've already check, why still need to go for 2nd time??

when i reached the dentist room..

took the card, i asked the kakak"kenapa nak check lagi kah?"

she said"you punya gigi ada lubang, kena cabut atau tambah~"

i was like, dropping to hell...

arrhh...

i saw the boy was suffering there, really afraid that time..

OH NO~ my turn~

when she checked my teeth,"girl, your teeth very sensetive huh, need to tambah.."

feel like crying that time~

first she help me to clean, use the SHARP thing..

that really painfull..

then she start to grind my teeth..

pain !! and lull~

erm.. it was like... lull until pain~

and the sound of grinding~

srrhhh... gurly~

i was suffered for almost 1 hour there..

finally done..

and said "girl, its take 24 hours to keras, so jangan guna this site to bite la."

OMG!! 24 hours..

means that i cant eat my lunch, dinner, tomorrow bfast & lunch..

arrhhhhhh....

Fxck la...

only can drink soup for my dinner~

-.-

#^*(^$@$&*(

Wake up early in the morning..

went for breakfast..

come back while i watching DVD..

suddently feel that something in my mouth..

so i go toilet and see.

FxCK!!!

my mouth was BENGKAK!!

what the hell is that~

its not the first time~

i told my mother.. kanasai!

she still laugh at me.. said my lips look like sausage..

arrghh~

she said this is " fatt yit hei "

after that it will go off~

but i feel VERY uncomfortable now..

like a sweet inside my mouth~

zzz...

hate this feeling~

while writting this post..

i was keep on bitting on it !

i wan it disappear !

mesSy satuRday

Morning, i followed my gor gor to PWTC book fair..

hoho~ excited..

normally they have any function or fair, they should have alot of parking space..

but, they dont even let us go in..

what the Hxll is this~

no choice.. we have to park at The Mall and then walk over there.

OMG!!!

the book fair look like got any "money to collect" or what..

so many THOUSAND of ppl there..

i saw all the books there, just those normal reference book..

and the price also the same..

i think its also selling in POPULAR or even those book shop..

what for they come here..

nothing special !

all the malays.. cant even see 1 chinese..

hot, sweating, hard to breath..

Within 5 minutes..

we already came out.. walk back to The Mall have a nice Chocklate Cream Ice Blended in STARBUCKS~

went back and sleep~~~

suddently recieved a called from Ivy..

i've miss the Sejarah tuition class..

no one tell me that the time changed..

ishh~

5.15 my class finished..

almost 7 my cousins only come n fetch me to Mid-Valley..

we walked to The Gardens for our dinner..

we have our dinner in Italliannies..

they served us some bread with olive oil + vinegar..

taste weird..

huuhuu~ my CLASSIC PIZZA~

after this we have our DESSERT~

taste weird t0o~

i bought a little fan..

and a Japanese Drinks for christina..

*the end*

朋友

有人说

最远的路 是一人独行

有人说

最痛的苦 其实是没有声音的

有人说

最好的礼物 可能就只是 一句问候，关心

有多少个 才是真心的朋友？

1/10000？

所谓的真心朋友

也得是前世注定

这条路上 可以一起同行

每个脚步 彼此鼓励 互相提醒~

互相倾听 不必原因

朋友

不是暗自较劲或相比

而是给你支持~

真心的朋友

不管多远都会有共鸣...

在我的路程中

虽然有很多朋友

但是都是只找我吃喝玩乐的朋友

我只要一个真心的朋友

能陪我一起欢笑

现实生活中

每个人都为生活

为自己的天空 自私的活着

一个人的晚餐 无聊寂寞

两个朋友 能开心的直说

我要带走乌云的天空

爬到云端 看日出日落

就算有风 也吹不走我们的笑容~

猜不透

你最近是好是坏的沉默

我不想去追问太多

但是他 为彼此的戏 上了锁

猜不透

相处会比分开还寂寞

两个人都只是得过且过

无法感受每次触摸

即使两人再靠近

是真的？ 是热的？

如果乎远乎近的洒脱 是你要的自由

那我宁愿回到一个人生活

如果乎冷乎热的温柔 是你的借口

那我宁愿对你从没认真过

到底这感觉谁对？谁错？

我 累了~

我 死了~

死在压力里...

我已经不想追求

越是在乎的人 越是猜不透~

happY biRthday to my pAPa~

PIZZA

KFC

CHICKEN WINGS

yummy~

and..

MABLE CHEESE CAKE!

yes~

because of my papa(2nd uncle) BIRTHDAY..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA..

although i tak ada present..

tapi i ada heart ma..

hoho~